right now my personality is broken allot has gone on towards the end of this year and means the new year will start off bad for me, i don't think i can hold on any more i'm all ready at the edge of the cliff any more stress and i'll most likely be pushed off the edge into oblivion, i'v never drank nor have i taken any hard drugs and it's getting to that point where i mite pick up bad habits just to escape reality's cold grasp i know others out there have it hard but i'v bin living with pain since i was 3 and this pain has bin eating away at me since then i'm nothing but a broken product like a fine crystal vase with a hair line crack that ke